bbq, mr d

i was super tired. i dunnoe. all thanks to the bbq and having our dear chair who didnt wanted to do anything. so fantastic. i dun even nid to elaborate. all class com members shld noe. wad a great joke it is. w/o doing anything and claiming credits and saying NO ONE doing it. so be it. yea yea. be angry or wadever u wan. cos i wont even care. i've become much stronger emotionally. all thanks to u. and.. stop saying is others spread rumours cos i noe it's not. all tis is wad i c and wad i feel. no one even has the right to interfere wif all tis. including u. stop blaming others wad has happened. asked urself wad's wrong. i asked myself too much y it happened. and i've came up wif a decision: i absolutely did nothing wrong and i shldnt have tis ending. asked urself. did i ever give u chance? i dare to say i did. asked urself again. how much chances have i given? i dare to say tis again. it's almost on and on. i thot u deserve all tis chances. i tink u deserve a chance as we used to be frens; u are the chair and i respect u for that. yet, wad i c is that u are not repedent and that u never cherish all those. thus, chang tong bu ru duan tong. so, it's better that u get out. out of my life. scram. and never come back. so jus leave me alone in my world. i'm contented wif all i shld all except for u to get out of my life. wad i hated abt u: (the way when u...) *tink u are great *shouted at people who didnt do anything wrong *start to blame ppl *backstabbed ppl *do things *pushes the blame to others *badmouth ppl *claim all credits when u didnt go anything *pretended to be helpful when u arent i simply hate everything around u to (.")(",): i regretted having agreeing to wad u've said. i thot i'll be able to let her go; have mercy on her. yet, i suppose i shld asked her to be mercy to me instead. how much hurts, pains and tears i had ferr her. no one understand. and i thot u did. but. no. u didnt. nvm. one thing i realli wanna thank u.. realli. ferr making me strong; having the courage to do those things. thank you ferr all tis care and concern towards me all tis while. (est-her: u understand rite? hope u do) talking to d last nite. well, dat's wad he told me to call him. ha! i sent him my progress report.. and it's so funni.. and is like he saw my a and e math marks.. he started asking abt the super great difference in my marks.. ha! den asked me to do smt to my emath, phys and chi. haha~ den he suggested to tutor my studies.. so nice of him~ FOC. dat's wad he say.. so nice hor..we crap so much.. so.. next time i wont be free on thurs le.. so sorry guys~ den i oso asked abt amy.. so was like old colleagues.. den i make the scastastic remark.. uh-oh. HE'S NICE. HE IS. ha! :)